with all the love, their hearts will sink

Hung out at my best friend's house with some friends. Some things bugged me. I wish I weren't so nice and quiet about everything that bothers me, but I have a habit of keeping it all in and bottling it up. I just don't get it. I give rides and help my friends out whenever, but it seems as though they don't give it much thought. I'm not a doormat, I just like to help my friends out so that one day, they could do the same. I'm still waiting for that one day to come after all these years..

It also sucks that someone with such a horrible personality has a lot of guys liking her. This one guy is such a sweet guy and he deserves a girl who isn't a player. It seems as though I just don't understand a lot of things today.

this my excavation and today is Qumran.

I don't really relate to any of my friends. I think we're all going in different directions, or maybe it's just me. I've known them all my life, yet we don't even know each other that well. We just hang out and have fun, which isn't so bad, but it's nice to connect with someone.

There must be something or someone out there...